Hungry

Been starving myself for a while
Just barely getting by
Looking into the sunset hoping that maybe
One day I’ll find it again.
What I’ve been holding myself back from for so long
Yet I yearn for it every day.
My body clenches
Stomach growls
And I slowly fade into the black
What am I supposed to do?
There is so much else to feed me
Yet I am hungry
I want it
NEED it
Have to have it.
Looking in the mirror
It’s not the Alexandria I once knew
She used to be on cloud 9 at all times
Mind soaring
New ideas flowing
But amongst the shuffle and turmoil
I lost it
And been craving for it since…
My creativity.

PERFORM AND LIVE.


-Christina Alex