Sometimes, getting away is all you need. I haven’t been able to travel much this summer because of the stress of school, finances and other things, so I’ve been stuck with a lot of time to think. Not that thinking is bad; it’s really brought my desire to Live in Love to new heights. But sometimes, getting wrapped up in our own thoughts can be dangerous. I saw myself becoming more reclusive as the days went by. I was analyzing everything and losing myself AGAIN! Except this time, I was trying to be on this new level and align myself etc. I’m still focusing on that, but I think I was going about it the wrong way. I needed to get away from myself and my own thoughts, so this trip I just took to Panama City Beach was just the remedy.
My friends and I went and surrounded ourselves with the beach and the easy living in PCB. It’s beautiful by the ocean. Things are just slower and calmer. I felt so at peace. New revelations have been coming my way and I learned another while frolicking in the ocean. You can change your life and outlook and have fun at the same time. I think I was putting so much energy into shutting everything I thought was “bad” out of my life that I forgot how much joy certain people and things brought me. I’m finding the balance in life and my own path to self-love and the 2nd step—love of others. It’s time to move on and create new memories and a new inner joy. No one can take that light away. I was dimming it at one point…but I’m getting it back.
Alexandria.
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