Monday, March 28, 2011

Paradise


Man in the state of nature was simple. Simple needs that could be accomplished easily. We did not need companionship and only until society was created did we need each other.
-Rousseau (roughly)

John Jacques Rousseau argued that man was perfect and content in this state. There was no arguing, need for power, hatred or preference. I sometimes wonder how life would be if we could go back to that time. A time without the rules of society and without the need to change ourselves to fit into an ever-evolving atmosphere. What would it be like if nature was just enough? It seems to me that life would be splendid. All I can imagine is lush green forests, waterfalls and bright colors from all of the plants and animals. I would be surrounded my creatures of all types, loving and giving. No temptation, hurt, pain or disturbance. If I wanted another human around we could meet and commune simply. We would speak on the joys of nature and the gift of life. Our conversations would be short as to not disturb the flow of movement in our lives. We would be satisfied with that and feel full by just the breath in our bodies.

Why did we change? Why did we decide that land needed to be owned? Who said that it was okay to rule nature and simultaneously destroy it? I wonder and I feel sad. At the same time if no one had been selfish enough to do that we wouldn't experience this life in the way we have now. The "conveniences" we have would not be here. But people were happy without this, right? Without technology, capitalism, suburbia...sometimes I wonder. I wonder as I walk on the grass and soil God has created. I wonder as I sit outside under a bright green tree providing me shade and cool air as the sun brightens the day. I wonder as I drink refreshing water to soothe my parched throat. The simple things.


Alexandria

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Alter-Egos

So, I just finished my Spring Break. Read the title and the first sentence again lol. You get what this post is gonna be about? Yup, that’s it!

I saw some crazy and amazing things over this break. My friends and I spent time together doing girly pampering, movie watching etc. We went to a wildlife park (loved it) and made our way to Panama City Beach. For those of you not familiar with college life, PCB is a destination that people from all across the nation travel to during their break for some sun and fun. Fun depending on your definition. Most people see fun in Panama as drinking at 10 in the morning, smoking everything you can and having…relations with people you’ve never met.

Not saying that everyone does that, but let’s be honest…most people do! I’m not going to act like I sat in a corner reading a book while all of the craziness went in around me. I had my share of a good time! But I remember sitting in someone’s condo at like, 4 in the morning and realizing that this was real. Not a dream, but real. I felt a shock go through my body and guilt overwhelm me. That lasted for a couple minutes, then I was back in the groove lol!

Although I may look back at those shenanigans and laugh, it really is sad. I saw girls passed out with their behinds out on the sidewalk, guys groping everything that passed, fights, belligerent behavior and so much more. It’s almost as if everyone’s alter-ego came out at one time. That’s just a recipe for disaster!

It was fun. It was crazy. It was a glimpse at something that I don’t know if I truly belong to. While I had a good time, being in that environment is not me at my best. No promises, but I’m going to try to ease myself out of that lifestyle. I’ve been convicted and put it off for a week so I could party! But, now it’s time to face my conscience. Thankfully, nothing happened to me or my girls. But that doesn’t mean we should repeat actions that we know aren’t good for us. Why am I so hard-headed!!
This is gonna be interesting…

Alexandria C.